Here we go again...

I got my nip/tuck season 4 in the mail today & i spent most of my day watching it, Julian McMahon is sooo cute. I have to say I liked him better on charmed though. I kind of want school to come, because then I can get it over with,graduate, and move to LA. The 4th of July i'm assuming will suck because last year I was so happy with my best friend by my side. Sometimes there are just days I can specifically remember spending with him that make me upset. I just wish he could still be with me. I still think about him all the time. I loved him so much. But I'm taking it one day at a time hoping that time truly does heal everything.

I have red hair again, i really didn't like the blue. I want it back blonde to be honest, I'll probably be blonde again after I get back from Florida. I'm getting my septum pierced in a few days. <3 My snake bites have been healed for a while, i figure its time for some more holes in my face.

I'm not sure what school I want to go to next year, or what I want to do for college. But i suppose I have 2 years to figure that out. Then about 8 years of medical school after that. How exciting. I want to be 18 so badly.

I get to table at Wapred Tour for Peta2 which i'm pretty excited for. Then Mayhem Fest. It should be a lot of fun. Oh yeah and Im going to florida soon. I'm done.

I kissed a girl and I liked it...

i haven't blogged in a long time so i thought i would. summer is uberly boring, no joke. i sit around and play guitar all day long. but it's whatever. i'm going on a few trips soon:
Philly to see Mandy and Dennis
Florida to see my grandparents & David.
Wisconsin to go to Warped Tour
Then warped tour in my chicago.
Indiana for Mayhem fest & Elliot Ben.
SO thats all for now.
I miss you eric michael nash<33

Freshman no more!

yay. im done with my first year of high school. 3 more miserable years to go. i went to graduation the other night, and i couldn't help but think about how eric wouldn't be graduating by my side. i miss him so much, he was my best friend. im learning time does heal everything. somedays i dont get up and do anything, i just sit and think about him. i think in the future it'll be easier to get up and get through each day. rip eric michael. i miss you terribly.
SNAKEBITES!
i got them like a few hours after school got out. it was quite the trip. i went to one place who said i was too young. went to another place that said i needed a state ID. went to go get the state ID and didnt have my real birth certificate so i had to go get the real one. went back and got my ID. Went back to the place. went into the piercing room. i had an amazing guy did it. im deathly afraid of needles, and he made me really comfortable and quick. i barely felt the first one go in. i'm super happy with them!

13OH5-my band. recording a CD in memory of eric which should be out sometime this month. then i go to florida for a month, then i move to arizona.

im too lazy to do this right now, i just havent done this in forever.

Who says teenages don't have stress...

My grades seem to be dropping a little bit ,but then again i think a 3.9 means the world is going to end. Actually,it's just my math,i understand it just fine,i just don't like doing the homework. This Saturday I'm going to my dad's house and going to see Alien Offset (for the third time) with lucky boy's confusion, with Jezxa Jekem. Then sunday,hopefully,i'm going up to chicago to hang out with my friend Kendall. I really hope i get to go up there. I fell asleep,so I assume I will be up until at least 2am studying for an algebra quiz tomorrow. My MySpace got hacked,yet again. What's new right? It happens,i think i got it back though. I'm suprised my stickam hasn't been targeted yet. I'm ready for summer,even though i hate when it is really hot out. I need a break from my schoolwork. Spring break in like 3 weeks. I'm ready for it. I want to go out to LA,but I'm not sure how that would happen. Oh well,just wanted to update this a little bit.

the hero...

i have a blog about this guy on myspace,but i want one on here too.

this guy's name is adam blair. he means the world and more to me.

in short he's the best thing that's ever happened to me

he brought music into my life.

when he's gone i miss him so much

but i guess that makes when he's here even better.

check out his band dot dot dot

ily<333

my other hero lived under a bridge and killed himself.

he's amazing to me,i wish i could have met him.

i was born a few years late.

he was a sickkk guitarist;cute too.

new laptop

i'm pretty happy with my new laptop,even if it's a vista.
my blackberry phone is cute,but i'm getting a tmobile wing
which it like a sidekick,only the keyboard is a bit different
and its newer, it's pretty cute if you ask me.


my friend wants me to kickbox with her, and i'm thinking im going too
seeing as theres no harm in a little exercise,and i could lose a few lbs.
(a few,15 whose counting??) i did TKD as a kid, so hopefully that will help me
at least a little bit so i don't stink too bad. lol.

i want to go to LA, Orlando, and Ohio this summer
because i have friends all over that i miss terribly
but getting there is easier said than done.
hence i need my drivers liscence,but i have to go to
drive right first :P Which i plan on starting this summer
i also need a job to fund such a trip...
i'm ready for summer.
partially because i want a hole through my
nose & the center of my lip. wishful thinking...

VALENTINES DAY STINKS.
it's in 3 days,and no valentine.
oh well,i'll get over it i guess <3


i stayed home today because my mom thought it was a snow day
until the school called around noon asking where me & my brother were
i don't mind days off,just all the makeup work that comes with them.
i should have done the homework i procrastinated from doing over the weekend
but sadly i did not. speaking of the weekend...
JV & Varsity academic team all went to god knows where for the
big competition...and we didn't get last. which is what we aimed for. lol
when we were leaving the building i kept trying to walk on the ice
and kept sliding back down,it was funny,at least no one fell.


My dog is snoring at the foot of my bed,lovley.
i want a cockroack with rhinestones.
if i had one his name would be skippy.
<3

I suppose that's all i have to say for now...
oh and i got a buzznet like a week ago,
i've only been on it once,
can't quite navigate that site yet.
i think the url is something like

thejessicarose.buzznet.com/user/profile

don't forget to check me you on these sites too :D
myspace.com/bassnguitar13
stickam.com/profile/jessica_rose

i could list a million sites im on,but im lazy.

new phone.

im excited i bought a blackberry today.
it was hard to decide between that and a sidekick...
if i dont like it at all then ill get a sidekick.

hopefully in a month or so i'll get the internet
hooked up to my phone.

im really really excited.

i have nothing else to say.
im just so excited.